Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Total Depravity


               You know, I’m not a 5-point Calvinist.  In fact, I’m not a Calvinist at all, but I am quickly coming to believe whole heartedly in the total depravity of humanity, mostly thanks to Facebook.  We are hopeless slaves to sin.  I’m sure someone recently posted a pithy little picture with a caption to that extent.  Just watching the speed with which people that I know to be good people, who honestly believe themselves to be trying to stand up for what they believe is right, degenerate into outright hatefulness and cruelty in public forums is enough to show me our desperate need for the grace and the cross of Christ. 

               Apart from Christ, it seems that the natural child of righteousness is animosity toward those who are less right.  Apart from Christ, it seems that being tolerant of others can lead directly to apathy regarding injustice and abuse.  Anytime we step outside the radical and glorious light of the Cross, even our best only makes everything worse.  The more we try, the more we fail.  The less we try, the more we wither.  And just to be clear, Christians are exactly no better than the rest of the world at putting into practice what Christ shows us and offers us.

               Obviously, disagreements, even passionate disagreement, is an unending condition of the human race, at least as long as we retain our powers of thought.  The problem is, we see those with whom we disagree as the enemy.  Oh, what’s that?  You don’t see anyone as your enemy?  Then why did you post that anonymous thing on facebook calling them all morons, bigots, or whatever the insult of the day is?  Maybe you don’t have facebook.  You’re not off the hook.  There are hundreds of ways, whether on the internet or in good old fashioned casual conversation, to speak cruelly of others, and we all do it sometimes.  Whether we even realize it or not, those we see as “wrong,” we treat as being evil, and if we really don’t think they’re evil, the shame on us is doubled, because then we are being rude for no reason at all.

               This is why we all need to crawl together back to the foot of the cross.  We need some sackcloth and ashes to show our repentance for the way we speak to and about one another.  We have to realize that the grace that will break us out of the cycle and stop the escalation before one more heart is broken doesn’t come from us.  Colossians chapter 1 makes this much clear:  We are God’s enemies, because of our total wrongness, until we are reconciled to Him through Christ, because of His total rightness.  This suggests three things to me:

1.      None of us is “right” enough to be accepted by God on our own, so maybe none of us is “right” enough to vilify someone else even if they are obviously wrong.

2.      The work of the cross is powerful enough to bridge the gap between our sinfulness and God’s holiness, so surely it is powerful enough that there may be reconciliation between us here on earth, all of whom are sometimes right and sometimes wrong.

3.      Did you catch that, according to scripture, the work of reconciliation started with the One who is right?  The One and only in all of reality who had an unequivocal right to judge and reject, took it upon Himself to fix what was broken because of us.

Soooo….if you’re in any way serious about imitating Christ, and you see someone who is obviously wrong and sinning and lost, you don’t get to call them names.  You don’t get to control them.  You don’t even really get to stop them.  What you get to do is lay down your life for them, in any way you can.  Nothing, and I mean nothing, will ever heal what is wrong with all of us except for the grace of God.   How will any of us ever know just how healed and reconciled and redeemed God would make us unless we extend that grace to each other, and do so publicly, as well as privately?  I’m really tired of trying to correct the world.  I’m really tired of working to make sure that right prevails, and the evil are shamed, boycotted, and legislated against. I just want to sit, slumped and head bowed, at the foot of the Cross and ask Jesus to move in our world in a way that I cannot. I don’t care what you say about me on your facebook page.  I’m getting out of the business of fixing other people, and instead I’m just going to try to extend some grace to the broken.  The rest is in His hands, which is exactly where it has been all along.